• Just as Yesterday

    Today is just as yesterday, different though the same
    The sky is bluer, the trees more green
    Nights often brighter than the days
    We’ve been together longer than ever we’ve been apart
    Trudging through the thick, reveling in the thin
    Wrapped around each other’s heart

    We were made for this, you and I, since long before we could dream
    We looked ahead to a life together and there we were, you and me

    We could not imagine the lives we’d share
    Nor the journey we might take
    The joy of our children each step of the way
    And the pain as each heart would break
    But we made a choice, just as yesterday, to always do it together
    To laugh, to love, to sing, to cry—embraced, you and me, forever

    Can’t turn back now, where might we go?
    For at His side we stand so strong
    It’s here we’re best, even at our worst, and it’s here we are meant to grow
    ‘Cause there’s nothing special about us when we stand apart
    There we are burdened, scared and alone
    Just nothing but empty and useless bones
    Chained and unable to see

    But as we journey side by side along this long and winding road
    We share the wonders of Creation and the warmth of His abode
    Our Love is true power, our Love a powerful truth
    Living as one, and never apart
    Always together, an entangled cord
    Together in Spirit, forever in heart

    We were made for this, you and I, since long before we could dream
    We looked ahead to a life together and there we were, you and me . . .

    For Our Anniversary, 32 years and counting . . .

  • Worth Loving For

    Through victory and tragedy
    We can find the very best
    With selfish hearts and greedy ways
    We must contend with all that’s left

    Our hearts search the arid places
    Finding sorrow and despair
    Often stumbling through the forest trees
    We must contend with the tiger and bear

    Yet one day we surely discover
    Something worth living for
    A purpose that drives and consumes us
    Pushing towards something more
    With passion and pride we pursue it
    But pain and heartache subdue us
    Until we’re not living anymore

    Then our hearts align with justice
    Our eyes opened to the widow and slave
    We rush to bring the promise of hope
    But push aside the pitied and depraved

    On that day we surely discover
    Something worth fighting for
    A purpose that drives and consumes us
    Transforms us into something more
    With courage and care we undo it
    But pain and heartache subdue us
    Until we’re not fighting anymore

    And our hearts soon fill with sorrow
    For there’s no fight left to give
    And our souls so burdened and weary
    For there’s no life left to live

    But then one day we come to learn
    That we were worth dying for
    It fills us with power and purpose
    And over time our hearts are transformed
    With passion and peace he pursued us
    With glory and power subdued us
    And now we’re not dying anymore

    At a time long before—a decision was made
    That we were worth loving for
    Born in our hearts an eternity’s thought
    On a tree to settle the score
    With love and hope he saved us
    With mercy and grace he raised us
    And we are loved forevermore…

  • I Can Do This on My Own

    I don’t need anybody else
    I don’t like everybody’s rules
    I just want to do what pleases me
    The things that fill the void
    I’m the one in control
    The one in charge
    So don’t tell me what I can’t do
    I don’t need your guidance
    And I don’t need you

    Some things have happened
    And there’s things I’ve done
    They hurt me so but I don’t care
    I’m carving my own path
    Doing it my own way
    Just trying to forget the things
    That got me here
    So don’t tell me what I can’t do
    Cuz this works for me
    And I’m gonna see it through

    You think you know better
    But you don’t know me
    You think you know the answers
    But you can’t hear what I’m asking
    The way that I feel seems right to me
    How can you tell me it’s wrong?
    The world is broken, everyone can see
    So I have to make it right for me
    I don’t need your help to fix it
    I just need you to leave me be

    And I’ve done it my way for just so long
    I don’t dare turn it all around
    My path may not be very straight
    But at least it’s my own
    For I’ve laid every stone
    And planted every shrub
    Though I’ve never brought the rain
    I don’t need you to hold my hand
    But you’re welcome to walk with me on the way

    I don’t need to listen to you
    But that doesn’t mean I can’t hear
    I’m tired of walking these miles alone
    Even though I’m surrounded by friends
    My shoes track the mud
    From all over I’ve been
    Each step I take reminds me of what’s behind
    How can I start anew?
    How can I start again?

    I don’t need to follow you
    But that doesn’t mean I can’t see
    There are things I need to change
    But they’re all I ever knew
    And I’m accepted, at least that’s what they say
    But not loved, that’s clear every day
    Life is hollow, so unsure
    How can you claim to have the cure?

    And if I take a chance with you
    Can I know I’m not a fool?
    Everyone says that you’re a lie
    How can they not be right?
    And so I stand here, daring to leap
    Hoping not to be dashed to the ground
    In a broken, helpless heap
    Reach out to me, make your intentions clear
    Speak to me, show me that you’re near

    You come down to me and lift me up
    And make promises only you can keep
    You show me everything I’ve ever done
    And then throw them in the deep
    My past is history, my future bright
    You don’t see the mud, I’ve been washed white
    But I look up and see the road that lies ahead
    It’s straight and narrow
    No room for what I like to do
    And then, I recall, life was good before —
    When I went my own way
    And followed my own cues

    So I’ll go on ahead of you
    For I think I know the way
    Maybe we’ll talk from time to time
    But when I need you most, be sure you’re there
    Otherwise just watch and see
    Because I think that I’ll be fine
    I’ll run back if I have to
    But don’t slow me down
    And if you need anything from me
    I’ll try to find the time

    I’ve done this all before, you know
    Though you’ve given me fresh new legs
    I can run this race on my own
    Nothing is different
    Though everything’s changed
    Thanks for the lift, but I’ll take it from here
    I’ll see you at the finish line
    Hope you’re waiting there to cheer…

  • Beautiful

    You are Beautiful, my child
    And I know that you are scared
    Things are not as you’d hoped they would be
    But I want you to know
    Although you feel alone
    I am with you and am working to set you free

    This is not the life I want for you
    Or a pain I want you to endure
    But this world is not what I intend
    Though it all has gone astray
    The plans for you I’ve made
    Will bring your sorrow to an end

    Take my hand and follow me
    And I will show you something new
    I will show you something true
    Let me put my arms around you
    That you may know that you are loved
    That you may know your Daddy above

    There is hope for you, my child
    So have courage in what’s to come
    Even as you tread carefully in the dark
    For a brand new life awaits you
    Much more than can be dreamed
    Where you can dare to make your mark

    You are precious to me, my child
    And I’ve never left your side
    Though you think I’ve left you far behind
    Am I powerless to save you?
    Do you think I cannot hear?
    Is it possible that I could be so blind?

    Once you asked I leave you be
    You thought that would make you free
    But now you live more like a slave
    But here I am to rescue you
    Here I am to set you loose
    So turn to me and in my arms be saved

    Take my hand and walk with me
    And creation will come alive
    And you will learn to thrive
    Let me put my arms around you
    That you may know your Daddy above
    For you are Beautiful, my love

  • Overflowing

    Psalm 16:5-6

    Life sure can be overwhelming
    To the point I feel so sick inside
    The world appears
    To feed on my fears
    And it seems I have no place to hide

    Lord, I don’t know where I’m going
    Though I certainly know where I’ve been
    Can you guide me along
    This path that seems wrong?
    Let me fall back in your arms once again

    The days just seem harder and harder
    As if nothing I do makes a change
    My steps seem to falter
    As I fall at the altar
    Of the world I’ve tried to arrange

    Some say that their cup is half empty
    But mine seems to be way too full
    I struggle to carry
    This cross that’s so heavy
    If I set it down, will you help me pull?

    You give me so much responsibility
    I feel I’m spread way too thin
    It seems like enough
    Is just way too much
    And I know not where to begin

    You can fill me with strength and with courage
    To confront the challenges that come
    O give me the might
    To be strong through the fight
    And the peace to stand tall when it’s done

    My cup was once just half empty
    And my portion a tad bit too small
    I struggled to see
    What was in front of me
    As you prepared me through it all

    Now I wish this chalice was half empty
    Instead of spilling all over my feet
    But now I would think
    Should I continue to drink…

    I’ll need to get a bigger cup

  • In the Middle

    I want to be in the middle of the battle
    So that I can see your victory
    I want to be lost in the middle of the ocean
    Where your power washes over me

    I want to stand in the middle of the fire
    So that my heart can be purified
    Keep me in the middle of humiliation
    That I would not know pride

  • I Was There

    I was there in the garden early that day
    To bring you and your companions to court
    When the one you called “friend” had kissed your cheek
    I wondered what I was really there for

    I was there when they brought you before the governor
    When they said you claimed to be a king
    But I saw in your eyes there was something more
    A strange but wonderful thing

  • It Was Me

    Luke 22:47-23:34

    I watched him in the garden
    Greet his friend there with a kiss
    Silent as he was led away
    Though the soldiers had much to say
    Against him

    I watched him in the courtyard
    Afraid they’d take him too
    With fear he denied he was a friend
    On his courage he could not depend
    Anymore

    I watched them in the temple courts
    As they accused and lied and screamed
    They cursed him for all the right he’d done
    I watched them as they beat him
    And put thorns upon his head
    “Crucify Him! He says he’s his father’s son!”

    I watched them as they led him
    Up the long and winding road
    They weeped for him along the way
    Though they knew not what he’d done that day
    Deserving this

    I watched them as they stretched him out
    Across a tree there on the ground
    They took his clothes and bound him
    Extending all his limbs
    In pain

    It was clear now that this was an innocent man
    And I shouted for them to stop
    But my blood ran cold when he drove the nail
    Through his wrist from bottom to top
    I grabbed the soldier by the arm
    And wrestled the hammer free
    I cursed him for condemning an innocent man
    But when the soldier turned I saw…

    That it was me

  • What Have I Done?

    Matthew 26-Present

    What have I done?
    This man has done nothing wrong
    Yet I’ve betrayed him into the hands of men
    He stands condemned though he was innocent all along

    I can’t live with the pain

    What have I done?
    I claimed not to have known you
    I did just what I promised I wouldn’t do
    What kind of friend is concerned only for himself?

    My Lord, please forgive me

    You’ve done nothing wrong!
    Except be a friend to those who needed love
    You took a stand to show the world the truth they never knew
    You took the burden of our sin and you gave us all
    A chance to be forgiven
    But we mistreated you and we tortured you
    And we betrayed the trust you gave
    Yet still you loved us
    When you could have walked away
    Still you died that day…

    What have I done?
    Surely this was the ‘Son of God!’
    Yet I crucified him with my own hands
    I closed my eyes and now I am filled with tears

    How could I have been so blind?

    What have I done?
    All you’ve ever done is give your love
    I thought that I could live my life alone
    I turned my back and ignored all of your ways

    How could I be so cold?

    But you’ve set me free
    From the chains of the sin that had a hold on me
    You’ve helped me be
    A new creation that I now can let the world see
    You lifted me out of my despair
    While you were still nailed there
    Though I mistreated you
    And I spat in your face
    And laughed at you in your pain
    You stood up for me
    And begged God to forgive
    What I couldn’t even see

    My God! What have I done?

  • Scattered Truth

    Luke 8:4-15

    It gets tossed along the busy streets
    Where every kind of bird and insect feed
    Trampled underfoot and turned to dust
    The hungry find their fill
    Yet they remain unsatisfied

    It often lands upon the gravel road
    A place that’s rough where the rain hardly falls
    There’s no place for the roots to grow
    The child finds the sugar
    It’s sweet but does not endure

    Sometimes it’s forced to grow among the shadows
    Of the prickly-pear or the thorns of a pretty rose
    Cut off by the others growing there
    It starves for attention
    And silently passes away

    But once in awhile it falls in a lovely place
    Where life-giving water flows
    And the radiance of a loving sun glows

    It grows into a mighty tree
    That scatters a hundred or thousand seeds
    To be blown by the wind to places unknown…