• Jesus, Be My Valentine

    Through every high and low
    You have been there by my side
    Even in times I asked you to leave
    Or when I’d run and hide

    Through pain and bitter sorrow
    You have held me in your arms
    While in joyful celebrations
    All of heaven joined along

    Jesus, be my Valentine
    And I forever yours
    You give me life
    I give you praise
    You give me peace
    And I am amazed
    You give me hope
    You give me dreams
    You give me your love
    And I give you my life
    Jesus, be my Valentine
    And the world will know you’re mine

    Jesus, O, my love
    You make me a better man
    You give me strength and power
    To be more than I am

    If I could just be your shadow
    You are who I want to be
    The brighter you shine
    The more visible I will be

    Jesus, be my Valentine
    And I forever yours
    You give me life
    I give you praise
    You give me peace
    And I am amazed
    You give me hope
    You give me dreams
    You give me your love
    And I give you my life
    Jesus, be my Valentine
    And the world will know your mine

    You laid down your life for me
    Before we’d ever even met
    And now you live that I may rise
    And have no room for regret

    Jesus, I’ll be your Valentine
    With all my heart and all my mind
    And we’ll always be together
    Until the end of time

  • Every Day I Walk Away

    Daddy, please forgive me
    I’ve gone so far away
    It seems like only yesterday
    You brought me home to stay

    In your arms is the only place I’d really rather be
    But every day I journey out without bringing you with me

    Every day I find myself scared and all alone
    Missing all your blessings — my heart longing for home

    For every day I walk away from the comfort of your love
    Confident I can live life my own way
    Every day I walk away
    For Eden doesn’t always seem enough
    To keep my wandering spirit at bay

    Daddy, please don’t leave me, though I leave you time and again
    Make me change the way I’m thinking and transform the way I am

    Though my Spirit may be wild, it’s the one you gave to me
    I would trade it for no other, for your Spirit sets me free

    But I don’t want to go without you — every day I want you near
    Come live my life with me so when you speak I know I’ll hear

    Every day I walked away
    Thinking I was living life alone
    Hoping to prove to someone
    I could do it on my own
    But I’m a fool for even trying
    And seeing my efforts spent in vain
    Instead I want to follow One
    Who’s been through all these things

    Now every day I’ll turn to you — both morning and at night
    And seek your loving wisdom and learn to do what’s right

    Blessed are the blameless who seek an upright heart
    Every day you declare me yours — every day a brand new start

    Daddy, you’re my one and only
    Forever you’ll be the same
    You are my rock and fortress
    And I will never be put to shame

  • The Foundation

    Matthew 7:24-27

    I’ve spent a lifetime learning
    All the things I needed to know
    Doing what I wanted to do
    Going where I wanted to go
    I may not be the best, but I’m the best I can be
    Who else can run my life better than me?

    I’m better than all the others
    That fall by the side of the road
    They need others by their side
    To help them carry the load
    But I can stand on my own two feet
    I may not dance, but I keep my own beat

    So why should I give up all I’ve begun?
    How can I forget all I have done?

    I’ve built my life with my own hands
    With my own sweat and my own tears
    Through the work of many years
    It’s just that I know no other way
    I can’t just get up and walk away
    The world just wouldn’t understand

    But now as I grasp to save my life
    Which I built upon the sand
    Although it was bright and beautiful
    It falls now through my hand
    It seemed so strong, it seemed so right
    But now the sunshine turns to night

    I’m not afraid, I’ll use my lamp
    I’ll rebuild what I have made
    I did it before, I’ll do it again
    On the foundation I once laid
    This must be the only way to go
    I must rely on what I already know

    Or could there be a better way to go?
    For the first time in my life I just don’t know

    I’ve built this life with my own hands
    With nothing but sweat and tears
    And no reward for all those years
    I just never knew any other way
    And now if I got up and walked away
    The world just wouldn’t understand

    I admit to you I’d like your help
    But let me guide you through
    I’ve a certain way of doing things
    Help me do what I want to do
    Work with me, I have the lead
    Work for me, I have the need

    Why can’t you please just help me?
    Help me or leave me be

    The sea has washed away the sand
    And I need something to build upon
    Something that is very strong
    Perhaps I’ll use this hardened ground
    This rock that I have found
    It’s surrounded by fertile land

    I understand, I need you now
    I guess I always did
    To guide me and teach me how it’s done
    As when I was just a kid
    I thought myself to be so grand
    While all this time it was your great hand

    Lead me now, down the path of Life
    Guide me with your own hand
    Show me what I need to do
    Show me where I stand
    As I hear your words it all seems clear
    “I’m sorry” is all you need to hear

    I put my life into your hands
    Your will for me comes first
    For I know I will never thirst
    I know now there’s no other way
    To have a life that will always stay
    Though the world just doesn’t understand

    Do the hills seem lower?
    Or has the sky gone up too high?

  • Unfailing Love

    Psalm 107:10-21,43, Matthew 15:8-9

    In the morning when the sun begins to climb into the sky
    I feel a sense of urgency to be right in your eyes
    You tug hard at my heart
    And I strive hard not to part far from your ways

    You have put your trust in man, but he’s not put his trust in you
    He tries to live his life as if it was his to gain or lose
    You press hard on his heart
    And try to let him start to learn your ways

    And though he’s heard your name on high
    He looks up and often wonders why
    He has no peace
    He has no joy
    He’s grown up from a little boy
    And has great wisdom in his own eyes

    In his time of trial, he turns far away from your love
    In his hour of need, he asks for help from above
    And you love him so much
    You let him fall in such a learning way

    He claims to know just who you are, but his thoughts are far from you
    His words are full of mighty things though his walk is not held true
    Yet because you love him so
    You must let go and hope that he’ll come home

    And he’ll praise your name on high
    He just can’t understand quite why
    He has no peace
    Or self-control
    For he has a hardened, weary soul
    Faithlessness has brought a heavy sigh

    Then one day he acknowledges your Spirit and the truth
    And the seed finds fertile soil and takes strong root
    He finds wisdom in your words
    With joy now all the birds can sing your song

    He looks back on his foolishness, his weaknesses and pride
    To see a trail hidden in shadow, where the stalking lions hide
    He just couldn’t see
    How many others learned to follow his lead

    Now I praise your name on high
    Never understanding why
    You showed me grace
    And gave me love
    By sending your Spirit from above
    And giving me life while your Son went to die…

  • Blood, Sweat and Tears

    “And being in anguish, he prayed more earnestly, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground.” Luke 22:44

    While this passage is often misquoted or represented as “his sweat became drops of blood…”, as always, we can allow the Word of God to represent himself perfectly. In every translation, it reads “like” or “as” or “as it were” drops of blood..

    But while the idea of Jesus actually sweating blood may be compelling to some, it makes no physical sense (it would indicate an extreme medical condition) and detracts from the understanding of what Jesus was going through.

    In reading, and studying, John Eldredge’s The Beautiful Outlaw, one can really see Jesus for who he is, the Son of God alive in a human body. While wholly God, he intentionally bound himself in the confines of a young man’s body, one that came with the whole package of humanity; a package that came with the same ingredients as the rest of us.

  • Far From Home

    [Luke 15:11-32]

    Thank you, Father, for all you’ve done
    But it’s time for me to go
    I must leave this place to find success
    And get out on my own

    There’s a world out there that’s waiting
    While opportunity calls my name
    A chance for me to make my mark
    There’s promise of glory and fame

    Will you give to me what I deserve
    I’ve worked long and hard for you
    Let me have what’s mine and be on my way
    I’ve got something I need to prove

    I’ll come home again someday
    With more than I have today
    I’ll make you proud of all I do
    And bring something back for you

    The dreams I had have fallen away
    This world has bled me dry
    Success has gone to someone else
    All I have is mud in my eye

    I had done so well for so, so long
    Things had been good for me
    I’d built up my fortune, glory and fame
    My life was fun and free

    But my fortune paid for my glory and fame
    And soon they all were gone
    No friends, no foes, no one that cared
    Now I’m broken, cold, alone

    How can I ever come home to you
    After all the heartache I put you through
    I deserted you, I lived for myself
    What right do I have to ask for your help?

    I will beg to be least of all his men
    I must go home if I can gather the nerve
    I’m not worthy of his forgiveness
    I will accept what I deserve

    As I come home, I see you now
    Have you been waiting there for me?
    Father, I’m sorry, I’ve done you so wrong
    I’m so sorry, can you see?

    Why are you smiling? Why do you cheer?
    Why are you dancing so?
    Do you not see what I have done
    Do you understand, do you not know?

    “I understand, yet you do not
    I’m rejoicing, can’t you see,
    Because all this time you have been gone
    And at last you’re home again with Me!”

  • God, How Do You Know That I Love You?

    Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like someone who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But whoever looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues in it—not forgetting what they have heard, but doing it—they will be blessed in what they do. James 1:22-25

    I love God. I tell him this regularly. I find myself often overcome with thanksgiving and praise, and talk a great deal about what I’m willing to do for him. But lately, I find myself growing concerned with how I love him.

    How does he know? What evidence is there in my life of my love and commitment to his ways and his words? I’ve heard the discussionary question asked, “If you were arrested and sent to court for being a disciple of Jesus, would there be enough evidence to convict you?”

  • The Mountain

    Matthew 21:21

    I look down upon the valley
    I look out across the sea
    It rises up and touches the sky
    This powerful, immovable peak

    But it stands proudly between where I am
    And where I need to be
    He’s calling me to the other side
    To a place I cannot see

    This mountain stands like a monument
    To all that keeps me here
    It blocks my every move
    Impedes my furtive steps
    And binds me year after year

    I stand here in this valley
    I can smell the salt of the sea
    I can see how far I have traveled
    I’m reminded of where I used to be

    But it mocks my every effort
    In my path, it stands so mightily
    It shows contempt at my most sincere desires
    This powerful, immovable Me

    This mountain stands against me
    And casts its shadow on my dreams
    If only I could find the strength
    If only I could pick it up
    And throw it into the sea!

    This mountain seems impossible
    To move on just faith alone
    But as a seed, faith grows inside of me
    Like a great and mighty tree
    Whose roots can move the heaviest stone

    And He can move this mountain
    If I would just climb down
    Lay down my shining crown
    Let my knees drop to the ground
    And let His glory abound

  • As the Arrow Flies

    The term “sin” has often been commonly related to an archaic archery term that meant to miss the mark (or target). But this term is more effectively translated as falling short of the target.

    However, when we casualize sin in this way, we blind ourselves to the truth of how God defines sin. It is certainly written in that “all have sinned and fall short of God’s glorious standard Romans 3:23,” and must realize that nobody who has ever lived, or will live, apart from Jesus, did so without sin. But there’s more to the context of this passage than just a passing reference.

    But while “falling short” does match the archery term in the same way, this really just becomes analagous to saying “nobody’s perfect.” Admitting that you are not Jesus is certainly no revelation. But it’s more important to understand that sin is, in fact, the practice of aiming everywhere but the target.

  • Lost and Found

    There is a tendency for many Christians to refer to those outside the kingdom of God as “lost,” but the context of this label is lost (no pun intended) on them, and sounds much more like an insult than a reference of love.

    Jesus referenced lost sheep several times throughout his ministry Matthew 10:6, Matthew 15:24, yet did not imply that people had “lost their way”, and were wandering, aimless. Rather, he was specifically expressing that they had been lost, and were very valuable to him and he was (is) desperate to recover them.

    Then Jesus told [his disciples] this parable: “Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn’t he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.'” Luke 15:3-6

    Now, not everyone in his audience was a parent yet, so he used the shepherds’ reference so that everyone could relate to his point.  Now I don’t know about you, but as both a parent and a child, I have been in the position of both “being lost” and “having lost,” in the sense of being separated.